07/08/2026
Day 2 of 25: My Diagnosis Journey 🧠💔
For a long time, I lived in total limbo. I was here, but not quite here.
Jumping out of an airplane and doing the dishes triggered the exact same emotional response in me: nothing. Total numbness.
And then came the flood. The hypervigilance, the gaps in my memory—years completely obliterated—until suddenly they weren’t. When those memories returned, they flooded my system in full technicolor surround sound.
Suddenly, I went from numb to crying at Gladiators and Scrapheap Challenge. I honestly thought I was broken and completely unable to handle life.
When I finally received my diagnosis, it brought a heavy mix of relief and grief:
✨ Relief: That I wasn’t crazy, that there was a name for what was happening, and that there was a pathway to heal.
🕊️ Grief: For what should have been, for the time lost, and for how long I had blamed myself.
A diagnosis isn’t a label to hide behind—it’s a map that shows us where to start. 🗺️
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