20/06/2026
Ive been very quiet on here i do apologise, struggling alot with how my stomachs been and pretty annoyed at how my FND was handled for so long. Any problem i had i was just told "ah its your FND" "jusr crack on and you'll get better" if investigations were actually done they would have figured out the fibromyalgia and possibly ME/CFS ( they are still not 100% as theres so much going on but will be getting therapy/advice) so just keep pushing yourself and crack on was actually the worst advice i could have gotten. As ive had a chefs mentality through this i was really pushing my limits and last year was the closest to feeling myself again but during that my blood oxygen and iron was drastically dropping till i was hospitalised the burst stomach ulcers.
Id been banging on about how id be throwimg up in the mornings and lots of stomach pains but again "its just your FND" ive got multiple referrals gastro, ENT, FND specialist. So if you are diagnosed with FND make sure they are looking at other things as the original advice that i followed actually fu**ed me up alot. Hopimg to see some energy come back woth iron tablets but if my body isnt processimg it right then i dont know if we are just pi***ng in the wind, time will tell. Everythings taking too long and all i want is to be able to figure out my next career but until my health is sorted im in limbo.
We need better support systems for these chronic illnesses and politicians to undersrand this isnt a life choice. Being mainly housebound with the odd outing to test the waters is difficult its like covid never ended and i know how alot of yall went fu***ng mental at that.
Always hoping for a better tomorrow.