19/07/2026
I’ve just realised I haven’t posted for 10 days. Not like me AT ALL!
The truth is, I’ve been completely overwhelmed with Alfie leaving primary school.
It’s been a whirlwind of leavers’ assemblies, prom, transition days at his new school, his final sports day, SATs results day, and finally, his last day. It’s been such an emotional rollercoaster, and, if I’m honest, I’ve found it even harder than going back to work after maternity leave.
This is a huge change for Alfie as well. He might be excited for the next chapter, but as a primary school leaver, leaving a school they’ve known for years, their friends, teachers and everything familiar comes with lots of big emotions too. As m**s, we carry so much of that with them — supporting, reassuring and preparing them, while quietly managing our own feelings too.
Everything suddenly feels so final. They’re no longer our little babies. Every milestone now seems to be another goodbye and another step towards independence. As proud as I am, I’ve also found myself feeling incredibly emotional. There have been plenty of tears over the last couple of weeks.
I wanted to share this because, before I’m a business owner, I’m a mam.
I understand the worry, the pride, the overwhelm, and the heartbreak that can all exist at the same time. It’s completely okay not to be okay sometimes. Motherhood is beautiful, but it’s also emotional, and we don’t have to pretend we’ve got it all together every single day.
I have just two weeks of classes left before I take a little break to spend some precious quality time with Alfie before he starts secondary school. Time really is the one thing we can never get back, and right now, that’s exactly where my heart needs to be.
Thank you for always being so understanding and for checking in on me these past couple of weeks. It means more than you know. ❤️