19/10/2026
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This post from World 🗺️ Athletics kind of made me think a little about this……..
And even though I’m an athlete who is always self disciplined and works hard, even for me in the last couple of weeks after Cardiff Half I realised I needed to re-implement things in my processes and training and push myself more like I used to and I realised that maybe 🤔 I’ve been complacent at times ✖️ almost expecting PB’s to come and good times to come ALL the time once you’ve been through a period.
So after re-implementing those things in the last couple of weeks I’ve already got my supreme confidence back in my running and already feeling very confident for the rest of the block and for and that I could be lining up there in my best shape.
But at the same time, just because 😼 Ive had THE perfect 👌 marathon builds before where EVERYTHING was perfect doesn’t mean that that will be the case ALL the time I’m learning now. But that’s 🆗.
Rather peak for the big day- that’s most important.
But also where this post resonated with me is that where it is great to have super ambitious goals and want to achieve as high as you possibly can in the sport, sometimes I am a perfectionist and put WAY too much pressure on myself in an already very mentally hard sport.
To be crying your eyes out distraught at running a 2:56 marathon one year whilst it not being a PB shows the amount of pressure I put on myself and how obsessive I am and the perfectionist that I am.
Even I realise I need to try to stop being so hard on myself sometimes in future on the days where I might not achieve perfection but can still be super proud of the result and say I’ve still had a great run.
But also, when you’re too obsessed or too much the other way it’s very easy to sillily question everything when you have bad days & catastrophise and question things.
At the end of the day all I can control is the process and as long as I’m still working hard but enjoying the working hard and just doing everything that I always do, that is all I can ask.
You have to let the results sort themselves out 🫶.
🧘🏿♂️ ☀️ ✌🏼️