25/12/2025
2025 Been the HARDEST year of my life
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Today is Christmas, signalling the end of year is less than a week away. This year has been the toughest year I’ve hard, on many levels. This year, after 1 year of hormone treatment, I lost two pregnancies that we have longed for. So many dreams of our first Christmas, doing a gender reveal, picking a name, all gone in an instance. My excessive weight gain and not liking who you see in the mirror and clothes that don’t fit, has been draining. I have lost a lot of confidence to be on camera hence you don’t see many videos up lately.
BUT as I name the doom and gloom of my year, I am so thankful and grateful that I have a business I love, patients who are friends to me, a home, the best Husband who stuck by me through it all. I have so much to be thankful and grateful for, to love and be loved.
This year I felt so moved to do all that I can for taipo fire victims and our refugee kids, I see that through my tragedies of loss, that there is an opportunity to give deeper and even greater.
What I want to end with is a verse that means a lot to me “Give thanks in all circumstances” because in the end what is given can be taken away, and we are not promised another day, for the rest of 2025 and 2026 I want to practice giving thanks in all circumstances.
Thanks for reading this far 💛
