31/01/2023
I’m so scared to share this , but I must be seen and let this story be free.
**And as a housekeeping for this post, I want to share that I’m not open to any health advice, comments or questions about my health because I’ve done and been don my own journey these last months.
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It’s been eight months since I’ve seen my blood drip onto my legs.
Frozen, absence, sadness, holding, grief … it has been all of these feelings.
And no, I’m not pregnant in my womb.
My blood left me because I haven’t been fully grounded and I traveled for far too long.
This is a love letter of self compassion for my womb and for my emotional nourishment.
Oh how I’ve missed you.
Oh how I’ve shamed you
Oh how I’ve held in.
Oh how I’ve judged you for being something that I’m not.
I want to feel you, expand more, release more
Be exactly who you are
I know your here
I reclaim all parts of you
To feel healing
To be restored
To be a guide though the darkness
To shine deeper into the human that you are
To move and remind me to listen to my inner voice
To cry each day to find your revealing
Cultivating the spirit of your roots
No longer suppressing, only giving you the space to simply be as you be
I am sorry for all of the times that I didn’t let you ne raw, wild, and free
For the space that left me and wanted to return towards me, to feel my own energy, presence, and intuition.
I no longer fill you with anger and sadness, and I vow to give you all the love and compassion that you desire & need to root into your deepest belonging.
I love you my beloved womb, and I’m always here for you.
I’m here for your evolutionary healing with the earth, and with your sacred body vessel and most importantly, the soul that which you breathe and the medicine that you give life into me
Photos: not direct order.. but showing and sharing my blood when she was here vs when I was crying today vs. when I was sunning my naked body and sitting on the earth and feeling yummy.
I’m here for the full spectrum healing