08/07/2026
A Post About Fear
When I was 30, I did a bungee jump in Queenstown, New Zealand. It took me all of five minutes to decide to jump. I was already a young PhD, knew I wasn't going to win a Nobel Prize, was travelling with an open ticket, and had absolutely no idea what I was going to do with my life—but somehow, I knew everything would be okay.
Back then, my biggest fears were snakes, coming out to my mum without breaking her heart, and sexually transmitted diseases—the kind of stigma gay men in Israel and around the world had to live with throughout the 1980s and 1990s.
As the years went by, life changed. I got older. The world became more complicated. Endless wars, social media overflowing with hatred, and news outlets thriving on fear slowly turned me into a more anxious person too. I found myself worrying about everything: my own health, the world around me, my patients, money, whether the retreat would fill up, whether my clinic diary would stay busy... and, of course, the truly important things—like Israel's Eurovision ranking or whether Serena Williams would somehow win another Grand Slam. Honestly, play a game of categories with me and I'll find something to be anxious about.
If it weren't for this trip to Costa Rica (more on that in another post), and the incredible experiences with my beloved Mike and the kids, I would never have found myself flying above monkeys and rainforest trees, with a volcano in the distance, racing through the air in wild winds and a sky full of adrenaline.
It reminded me that even at almost 58, life is at its best when you're not afraid.
My next—and probably last—tattoo will simply say: No Fear. A reminder that living without fear is possible, and worth striving for, even if it takes daily practice and occasionally a little pharmacological assistance.
What a gift it is to reconnect with the simple joy of being alive. To chase ridiculous adventures, stop overthinking for a while, and feel that childlike rush of adrenaline again.
Still soaring above the trees.
And deeply grateful for the moments that remind me what fearless happiness feels like.
Thank you. ❤️❤️❤️