24/10/2025
Depression is real and it feels like a kick in the stomach. I first began to have problems with depression in 1992,when I came back from the embassy in SA with my late dad,my mum, younger brother and my niece.
In 1997 at the age of 14 , I was taken to see Professor Chiwoza Bandawe whose still is my psychologist. My mum took me to see him because I was having anger issues and problems with depression and also mood swings. In 2004, I went for my first operation which led to severe depression and I resumed going to see Professor Chiwoza Bandawe. In those ominous day's my faith in Jesus Christ was my sustaining factor! There we're times I was so depressed that I tried to commit su***de or contemplate it,I suffered in silence!
In 2009 ,I sprained my ankle which developed into severe gout and I was forced to use crutches,this left me crestfallen with God to be frank and even angry at God but God in His grace comforted me in those dark days . I was often suicidal,and cause of bipolar which I was diagnosed with at the time I would hear voices in my mind which was a nightmare and I religiously went for therapy and was on meds which I took religiously each day! My break through came on 14th September in 2020, God healed me! I have now gone 5 years without a symptom of bipolar depression by the grace of God!
Depression is TREATABLE with therapy, meds,faith in God and a chipper attitude! There is bipolar type 1 and 2. Type 1 is marked with hyper moods where one is detached from reality and severely dillusional,then followed by low moods such a as depression. Type 2 is marked with mild hyper moods and more depressive moods..I used to have type 2 till God healed me on September 4th,2020! I have gone five years by the grace of God with no depression or bipolar symptoms! Bipolar,depression or any mental disorder is TREATABLE! If you or a loved one are not well mentally please see a psychiatrist or psychologist. There is no need to be ashamed of a mental health sickness.