14/09/2026
1 year today my bro.
It’s been a hard one.
I’ll never forget that last dinner, sitting at the table with Nina & the kids and you saying:
“I’ll remember this as one of the happiest days of my life”.
That wasn’t out of character for you, but…
I felt it with every fibre in my being when that ph call came. I didn’t even need to hear the words, I already knew.
There’s a whole rest of life left to live and it’s strange that you’re not here, coz you always were, quietly, in the background, reminding me who I was whenever I had the audacity to go and forget again.
You had a way of pulling me home… and I’ve been a bit lost without that… though I still hear your voice & I feel you around all the time. I’m grateful for that. But it’s not the same.
I miss your wisdom, your intelligence, your truth bombs, your example of how to do f**kn everything all at once. I miss your empathy, your depth, your heart. I miss that you would go over and above to help anyone in need…but how with me you were like
“nah you’re alright you got this🤣”
coz you knew I probably could do it, but I was just doubting myself. Far I even miss your stubbornness🥰
I’m glad you’re at peace now my bro, I know you were celebrating with me last week, you’d be soooooo proud… but then you always already were. So to you it was probably just another day…
“of course you did Kylie-Jane” I can hear you say lol.
I tried my best at times to surprise you with something I’d gone and done, but you never ever were.👀
See you when I see you my friend. I love you. ✨🫶🏽