12/06/2026
Te Rangatira Pau of resistance & Te Ngati Privileged Buckler.
24th December 2025 my Uso arrives, this is the beginning. Heavy shots fired, they are Real Rough Rugged and Raw. I am absorbing everything, each shot hits me hard, all I can do is listen, the pain im hearing & feeling as my USO unloads
Is what unlocked my childhood Trauma.
26th December 2025 (Boxing day).
Heading south,KingCountry bound this hikoi was a game changer, It created brutal reality checks which changed 3 lives in a split second.
My Uso, My Mum & Myself were the 3 lives that were changed in that split second, I witnessed this first hand & it was fu***ng brutal. Nothing worse than hearing & feeling 2 hearts being shattered, all you can do is stand solid & Tautoko in silence.
I made a choice to be present in this heartbreaking moment, for me I was not going to let this situation be swept under the carpet like so many other fu**ed up things of past generations were people say it's all good cause it's all in the past.
Firstly Te Rangatira Pau of resistance made the choice not to be present in this moment. Why because that's what resistance is all about.
Secondly Te Ngati Privileged Buckler made a choice to just not fu***ng show up.
Offered multiple positive solutions which would bring massive healing for our entire whanau.
This was aggressively declined.
I will always Tautoko my mother & my Uso.
31st December 2025 NYE Mums birthday. This was the day everything should have got closure, once again Te Rangatira Pau of resistance & Te Ngati Privileged Buckler prevented this from happening, fu***ng unbelievable.
Fast foward to 9th of June 2026 and insight into my Wairua Waka. I started hearing a wahine,almost like an old karanga, this continued for 2 days. It was the silent cries for help, it was my mother, i hadn't been able to korero properly with my mother in about 2 months, ever since I opened up about my childhood Trauma it was like I got outcasted by my whanau.
I told her I could hear & understand her silent cries for help, this is what has given my mum the Mana to find her voice, nothing beter then witnessing darkness release it's suffocating strangle hold from my mum. It's tino Ataahua watching my mums glow return, she continues to korero openly about wairua.
During her korero she mentioned something about a boy & a waka for the generations, this is my validation I have been searching for.
Both my son and now my mum have given me all the validation I need to push foward to bring a positive change to so many people.
My son now directs me to the resistance I remove the resistance, we will continue moving forward and we will definitely hold those accountable for all the darkness & toxic energies you have put on my whanau.
The Korero of Te Rangatira Pau of Resistance & Te Ngati Privileged Buckler will be told in detail soon.
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