02/10/2023
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It seems strange and delusional for someone to be so obssessed with finding her soul intention and purpose. This desire is so strong that it makes her breathless. In everything that she do, and everyone that she meet, she is trying to find herself in it. She is, desperately, searching for her Soul. And whenever God-willing, she catches a glimpse of the traceless Soul, it is in those moments she straightaway slips into her peace, like a safe baby.
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In the placidus house system, my House of Self did not present a stellium. But the amount of conjunctions were intense enough to rock my whole world. My Sun conjuncts Mercury, Chiron and Ceres. All in the sign of Aries. And as if this potency is not enough, my rising Sun is in Aries too. If I switch my birth chart into whole sign house system - the roof shakes as planet Jupiter joins the party creating a full Stellium state both in Aries and House 1.
I have always interpreted this discovery as my strong need to establish my self-identity by doing what is truly me. But today, I realised that beyond this persona-limited explanation, this heavy-weight in my House 1 is the mysterious force that kept me so obssessed about Soul-searching!
Literally, I was searching for my Soul, that I believed has been seperated at birth!
It is this journey of Soul-seaching that gave me the purpose to live and my identification as a Soul-searcher or truth seeker. If ever one day I will stop this spiritual pursue, returning to the concrete corporate world, talking about business and revenue every second of my life - I will cease to breathe.
That is a House 1 stellium phenomenon! If you too, have a busy House 1 in your birth chart, I am sure this will sound all too familiar to you.
If you want to make sense of your life - start from House 1 in your birth chart! This will allow you to back track to your beginning when first arrive on this earth plane.
It is by coming back to House 1 and your Sun, that you reunite with your lost Soul seperated at birth.
Do you know what is in your House 1 and how to interpret your House of Self? If not, simply head to my website and request for a free birth chart by subscribing to Shan Astrology.