09/04/2021
My advice would be to try and give yourself sometime out and listen to the nature when you feel stucked to get an answer. Life is full of dilemmas sometimes, try to not push yourself and be mindful of what is around you. Try to notice the beautiful colors of the nature, the universe, try to sense what it really feels like to exist and experience it in its fullest density. How well it feels to breath in and breath out healthy in a slow and peaceful pace. Notice that you can feel calmer when you truly want to.
Whenever you feel stuck do not forget to seek therapy as well. Do not forget that it is NOT your fault to feel stucked at times, to cannot decide, or to feel too tired to go on sometimes. It is not your fault that time passes you by and we cannot escape some things changing around us. What is meant to be is meant to be at times. Remember you cannot control everything and maybe it is because that we are not meant to control everything. It all goes by nature. Nature and existence is full of change and flow by itself. Time flies and life goes on. Sometimes give yourself the perfect time to rest till you feel strong enough to go on again and do not be too harsh on yourself and to the others. Always try and be kind.
I do believe in universal love and that the universal love is the key. Try to exist well just for the sake existing if it is the best for you. You cannot always find the perfect reason, the perfect meaning for your life but it is also just as fine as finding one.