05/08/2026
我想S過好多次,被家豹的陰影太重,被警政司法體系漠視的壓力太重,過程中死了父親,也沒有親友給我支持,反而是我的客戶們,會聽我、會關心我
參加健美比賽拉回我的人生重心
很痛苦,但跟之前被家豹的苦不一樣,
現在苦,是為了更好的養好自己跟女兒
也很感謝自己培育出來的治療師
今天也可以成為我備賽的治療團隊
原本是J人的我竟然也P了起來
人生突然的失去身體、失去相信的理由、失去錢財的理由太多
為何不把握還活著的自己
好好的美麗跟快樂一次
I thought about ending my life more times than I can count.
The trauma of surviving domestic violence, the weight of being overlooked by the justice system, and constantly questioning whether my own voice mattered almost broke me.
Along the way, I also lost my father. I had no support from family or friends. Instead, it was my clients who listened to me, cared about me, and reminded me that I was not alone.
Bodybuilding gave me a new center.
It’s painful—but it’s a different kind of pain.
This pain is a choice. It’s an investment in becoming healthier, stronger, and more capable of taking care of both myself and my daughter.
I’m also deeply grateful for the physical therapists I’ve had the privilege to mentor. Today, they’ve become the very team helping me through my competition prep.
I used to be the definition of a planner. But life taught me that you can lose your health, your sense of purpose, and your financial security without warning.
So why not make the most of the life I still have?
Why not give myself one chance to be truly strong, truly beautiful, and genuinely happy?