07/15/2024
I’ve had friends reach out and ask what my plans are. If I’m coming back to tarot or teaching classes. Burnout is a funny thing. Walking away is honestly been one of the most heartbreaking things I’ve had to do, and as I watch my followers slowly dwindle down, it’s a hard and painful process of letting go. Many beautiful things have happened the past 6 years, but the lack of opportunity for someone of my gifts, especially in my local area, led to questioning my own worth and value, and that slowly changes a person. Giving myself permission to seek out what else life holds for me has always felt exciting in the past, but this was my passion. I felt so much meaning in holding space for people in whatever way they needed, to look in their eyes and hold their hand and remind them they are not alone on this journey. To feel like your hearts passions come down to how many reels I can create, it just sucks the desire right out of me. The has been a comfort for me lately. It’s been really hard to even pick up my decks or take time for personal practice. In many ways I’m grieving a death of my own- so this deck feels like an understanding friend through the process of untangling myself from my past. Pulling these cards made me feel seen. I may have believed I found my life’s purpose, but that isn’t all that life holds for me. I hold many possibilities. The cycles of life, death, and rebirth are not finished with me. May rebirth come to me with grace, and show me a new direction.
