28/10/2024
I thought I was fat in this picture (the first pic).
It was taken around December 2012. I was 160-ish lbs., the higher end of a healthy weight for my height. I was eating healthy and working out, regularly. Within a couple of years, I started cycling about 3 times a week and lost about 12 or so lbs. and was really in the best shape of my life, cardiovascularly speaking.
Then in 2015, like a ton of bricks dropped from the sky, perimenopause hit me out of nowhere. Yikes! WTH?!
Many women go through the menopause transition with few symptoms. I had them ALL…or at least it seemed that way to me. The worst was the anxiety, depression and weight gain. There are other symptoms I would have loved to have NOT had, but those 3 were the worst and I think they exasperated the other symptoms. I’m now on medication for the anxiety and depression, although some days are still a problem, but the weight gain is a huge ongoing struggle. I’ve gained about 75 lbs since the 1st picture was taken (see pic 2, taken last month). I’ve lost and gained back the same 30 lbs 4 or 5 times.
But now it’s getting scary. It’s not just for aesthetic or vanity reasons that I need to lose the weight. In addition to the crazy pills, I take 2 blood pressure medications each day, I have non-alcoholic fatty liver disease, and now I’m am pre-diabetic. It’s time to (really) get serious about losing the weight for good.
Day 1, for the gazillionth time, coming soon.