10/26/2022
My little one turned 4 months old! 120 days into motherhood and I'm still trying every day to figure out how to live with a baby. Basic things like creating new content, exercising, cleaning, cooking or even washing my hair have turned into challenging tasks to complete these days. Also, living in a foreign country where getting help from others is more complex than living in my hometown of Costa Rica, where my family is.
Honestly, I'm tired of listening to the voice in my head that tells me I should be doing more right now. In the end, I'm a perfectionist, and a control freak, so it is easy for me to feel overwhelmed. But the truth is that I need to relax more and let things unfold as they come instead of trying to do it all.
So here I am again, humble by a baby who is showing me a better way to live. The one teaching me about thrusting every stage of life and reminding me how crucial it is to let go of control. Because every single day I spend with her means a practice of presence, care, service, patience and lots of joy.
The gift that my daughter Lya gave me of being her mommy is, without a doubt, the best thing that has ever happened to me 🤍
I hope you guys are doing great and thriving in life! As always, I'm sending you love 🕊
Pia
Español en comentarios