10/13/2026
there a lot of deconstructing that gets to happen around “god”
and i’ve gotten to do a lot of that
i was raised catholic
and then left the church at 18
for a long time
the word “god” triggered tf out of me
because words hold power, and memory, and constructs
and the energies we collectively pour into them, animate them
(rabbit hole: egregores)
and what i found was that the divine energy of love - goes well beyond words
so beyond us
the divine creative nature is in EVERYTHING
everything is made up of this love energy
things we debate about having sentience
are ALSO imbued with this holy living creative spirit
and THAT love?! is the ultimate
that love - that force of creative nature - is infinite
it is what we are
it could never NOT love us
it IS us
and we can try to wiggle and thrash against and deny that love
and it loves us through that
patiently waiting for us to remember to return home and be held in that once again
god - by whatever name makes you feel that connection - is loving you right now. even the parts of us that we’re not loving. and it’s going to keep being like that. eternally
tend to the relationship that you have to the creator within, and watch as miracles unfold 🤍