10/01/2021
This last year or so has sure demanded a lot from us and certainly has been an opportunity to lean into our inherent ability to adapt.
Sometimes it's painful, but it has provided yet another opportunity to notice how much I take for granted as this head of mine focuses on whatever the next worry is on the immediate horizon, often feeling the existential undertone of dread in my gut, as I move through another day and look up only to realize another year has just about passed.
It's the speed with which life passes, accelerating, taking my breath away, breaking my heart, as I relish the memories of my experience here, this brief spark of life, the tears welling up trying to grasp at the esssence that simply can't be captured or contained.
There's a lot to be concerned about, to attend to, to consider, to work toward, to aspire to, to ignore or distract away from, to enjoy, to celebrate, to be sad about, to nurture, to endure, to accept, to push against...an endless array of opposites and parallels, but I'll take it. I'll take all of it. It's why I'm here.