08/28/2026
It wasn’t always like this.
I can find the restrictions and tension patterns in a horse's body and melt them like hot butter, open their movement to fluidity, power, and grace, but 15 years ago?
I was riding my sweet, unconditioned mare, in ill-fitting tack, having arguments when she was telling me it was discomfort and pain, and wondering why riding wasn't fun anymore.
I came up in the world of working students. Without access to horses, I'd snag any horse time in exchange for labor. So any horse time was good time.....even if the horse didn't think so. Even if the horse was pinning ears, bucking, rearing, hardening their eyes, and generally telling me to eff off.
… but there was hope.
Because I had a sweet mare as guide I found Tellington TTouch massage, quality hoofcare, plenty of turnout and natural movement, quiet grazing meditations, and intuitive healing touch.
Somehow I knew I was made for so much more, but I was frustrated with the horse world, the pressure to perform despite what my and my mare's bodies could manage.
So I left...competing for the pasture and yoga mat.
Over the next 15 years, I devoted myself to biomechanics - human and horse - massage, and bodywork.
I opened and closed a yoga studio, teacher training school, and yoga thai massage practice.
I attempted to apply yoga pose alignment principles to rider biomechanics.
I worked for horse trainers and attempted to support the up and coming horses with soothing touch.
… which taught me:
🤓 fascial science, anatomy, and meditation
⚖️ embodiment of theoretical alignment and tensegrity
✨️ nervous system regulation (and dysregulation) and equine body language and communication.
And finally, it started to click.
For the first time in my life, I could look at a horse, see their restrictions in movement, posture, and form, and work to rebalance them to free up their movement.
And that was just the beginning.
Since then, I’ve been able to support clients in reconditioning programs, help horses with traumatic histories open up, accept and ask for touch for the first time (!), and support athletes in staying at the top of their game.
And I have my past self to thank for all she survived… and that she never quit on me.
If you’re where I was 15 years ago, feeling confused about why your horse does not enjoy their work, frustrated with answers from professionals telling you that nothing is wrong and to ride her through it (😳), and sure that your horse could move with joy, grace, and power again.....
Take it from me: this is not the end of your story.
It's just the beginning.