10/08/2025
TRAUMA: THE NUMBERS THAT WON’T SHUT UP
Jeffrey Epstein did not create trauma. He industrialized it. He turned teenage girls into party favors for men who already had everything. He built a machine with drivers, pilots, butlers, lawyers, and moneyed friends. All of them claimed later they “didn’t know.” The trauma he left behind did not end when the headlines moved on. It lives in the bodies of the girls who were 14 and 15 at his dinner parties, in the silence that was bought, and in the institutions that circled the wagons around him instead of around them.
Epstein is one face of a much bigger pattern: trauma as a system—manufactured at scale, denied at scale, and survived at scale. Trauma is not random. It is organized. And when we step back, the picture that emerges is not of individual monsters, but of networks, institutions, and cultures that make space for predators and then punish their prey.
As a psychiatrist, or really, just as a human being, I believe it’s imperative we face what is happening and what is at stake.
What Trauma Really Is
Estimated percentage of people worldwide who will experience trauma in their lifetime: **70%**¹
Percentage who think they are “fine” anyway: 100%
Trauma is not simply a “bad memory.” It is the body’s emergency system refusing to stand down². Imagine a smoke alarm that keeps shrieking not only for a house fire but every time the toast burns. That is trauma.
Estimated percentage of Americans who will develop PTSD: **6%**³
Percentage of U.S. women who will: **10%**³
Percentage of U.S. men who will: **4%**³
Percentage of men who will ever admit it: fewer
Numbers like these matter because trauma is not only a personal wound. It is a public health epidemic—one that rewires brains, shortens lives, and drains billions from economies.
Trauma Hits Differently: By S*x
Percentage of female r**e survivors who develop PTSD: **30–50%**⁴
Percentage of combat veterans who do: **10–20%**⁵
Odds society takes the second group more seriously: much higher
Women carry the brunt of s*xual assault trauma⁴. Men carry combat trauma. Both suffer. Only one group gets parades. The other gets disbelief.
A veteran once told me: “I got a medal for my trauma. My sister got a secret.” That is how culture allocates legitimacy—through ritual and denial.
Trauma by Age: Kids, Teens, Adults, Elders
Percentage of r**e victims assaulted before age 18: **40%**⁶
Average age of Epstein’s victims, according to court filings: 14⁷
Average age his dinner guests pretended not to notice: 14
Childhood trauma wrecks the body as much as the mind. Kids with multiple traumas are 12 times more likely to attempt su***de later in life⁸. Early trauma reshapes brain architecture⁹, raises heart disease risk by **250%**¹⁰, and increases su***de attempts by **1,200%**¹¹.
Teens, neurologically, are a half-built rollercoaster with no brakes¹². Trauma during this stage hijacks development and lays down tracks that carry forward into adulthood. Adults may have more coping strategies, but marriages, jobs, and sleep still collapse under its weight¹³. Elders are not immune either. Vietnam veterans learned that old wounds can roar back after decades¹⁴, proving that trauma doesn’t “fade with age.” It waits.
The Machinery of Abuse: It Takes a Village to Look Away
Number of girls trafficked to Epstein’s homes: hundreds⁷
Number of pilots who testified about “young girls” aboard Epstein’s jets: 2⁷
Number who refused to fly him: 0
Epstein was not a lone wolf. He had an army:
• Drivers ferrying girls to mansions.
• Butlers and cooks looking the other way.
• Recruiters coercing friends.
• Lawyers drafting gag orders.
• Wealthy men perfecting selective blindness¹⁵.
Number of times the “Lolita Express” flew to Epstein’s island: 730⁷
Year Ghislaine Maxwell was convicted of s*x trafficking: 2021⁷
Number of wealthy men sentenced alongside her: 0
Systems protect perpetrators. They always have.
Trauma Is Institutional, Not Accidental
Number of U.S. Catholic priests credibly accused since 1950: **6,700+**¹⁶
Number of victims identified: **20,000+**¹⁶
Percentage of dioceses that reassigned abusive priests: **66%**¹⁶
Number of years Weinstein’s abuse stayed hidden: **30+**¹⁷
Number of women who accused him: **80+**¹⁷
Number of Oscars he accepted in the meantime: 81¹⁷
Number of USA Gymnastics athletes abused by Larry Nassar: **500+**¹⁸
Percentage of complaints ignored: nearly all¹⁸
Patterns repeat: protect the brand, silence the victims, recycle the offender. Trauma is not accidental. It is curated.
Politics, Religion, and Hypocrisy Held Accountable
The overlap of power, piety, and predation is not new. It often feels like powerful Republican men, especially those cloaked in religious authority, have been among the most public hypocrites.
• Ted Haggard, a national evangelical leader and outspoken opponent of gay rights, was exposed in 2006 for paying a male es**rt and buying meth²¹.
• Jerry Falwell Jr., Trump ally and president of Liberty University, resigned in 2020 after revelations he watched his wife have s*x with a pool attendant²².
• Robert Morris, founder of Gateway Church in Texas and Trump’s spiritual advisor, was accused of molesting a 12-year-old girl in the 1980s. His congregation stayed silent until journalists exposed it decades later²³.
• Paige Patterson, a Southern Baptist leader and conservative kingmaker, was accused of covering up s*xual abuse allegations against colleague Paul Pressler²⁴.
• Eddie Long, a megachurch bishop who preached against homos*xuality, privately settled lawsuits accusing him of s*xual misconduct with underage boys²⁵.
• Jim Jordan, now a sitting U.S. Congressman and Trump ally, was accused by multiple Ohio State wrestlers of knowing about and ignoring s*xual abuse by team doctor Richard Strauss in the 1980s and 1990s. More than 150 former athletes reported abuse; Jordan denies knowledge, but survivors maintain he brushed off their complaints. The institution apologized. He never has²⁶.
And it is not only the right. Bill Clinton’s connections to Epstein, Anthony Weiner’s predation, and others on the left remind us that abuse crosses political lines. Yet the repeated evangelical and conservative scandals make the hypocrisy harder to ignore.
One survey found nearly half of Republican voters would still support Trump even if tied to Epstein¹⁹. That is not a trafficking statistic. It is a denial statistic.
Trump’s administration proclaimed toughness on trafficking, yet behind the slogans:
• The State Department’s trafficking office was gutted²⁰.
• International programs were cut in over 40 countries²⁰.
• Victim visas were delayed and denied²⁰.
• Survivor-centered resources were erased²⁰.
When pressed in a deposition, Trump minimized s*xual predation as something happening for “millions of years”²¹. What he dismissed as timeless is precisely what must end.
Why Survivors Speak, and Why It Is Brutal
Estimated percentage of s*xual assaults never reported: **77%**¹⁹
Percentage of child survivors who do not disclose until adulthood: **60%**¹⁹
Average time it takes to tell: 20 years¹⁹
Average time it takes for people to sneer “why didn’t you tell sooner?”: 20 seconds
Percentage of women not believed the first time they told: 1 in 3¹⁹
Percentage retraumatized by court cross-examination: **90%**¹⁹
Virginia Giuffre on Epstein: *“We were silenced for so long, and the silence was the abuser’s best friend.”*⁷
A clergy abuse survivor said: *“I was a child screaming for help in a church that taught me silence was holy.”*¹⁶
Another, after decades, finally told her story and was asked by a judge why she “hadn’t come forward sooner.” She replied: “Because people like you were waiting to call me a liar.”
Speaking is not healing. It is another battlefield.
The Bill Comes Due
Estimated lifetime cost of PTSD per person: $150,000²⁰
Annual U.S. cost in lost work and care: $42 billion²⁰
Percentage of adults who say trauma wrecks their ability to work: **50%**²⁰
Percentage of employers who respond meaningfully: single digits²⁰
Trauma is expensive not only in dollars but in lives unlived, families fractured, and creativity crushed.
What Actually Helps
PTSD is trauma echoes that refuse to fade³.
• EMDR: eye movements that help the brain file memories³.
• Trauma-focused CBT: rewires “it was my fault”³.
• Somatic therapies: because trauma lives in the body³.
• Group therapy: busts shame³.
• Medication: calms the storm³.
Medications: The Evidence-Backed Ones
• SSRIs: sertraline, paroxetine, fluoxetine³.
• SNRIs: venlafaxine³.
• Prazosin: kills nightmares³.
• Benzodiazepines: not recommended³.
Only 50% of people with PTSD ever get treatment³. Far fewer get care that is actually evidence-based³.
The Ketamine Door
Ketamine once belonged to clubs and veterinarians. Now it is kicking open doors for trauma.
Trial success rates: 60–70% improve quickly²⁰. Four weeks later, about 30% sustain gains²⁰.
What I See in Practice
I use Rapidly Dissolving Tablets (RDTs), not IVs. Twice a week. Eight sessions. Relief usually starts after the 4th.
• Patients treated: ~35
• Session length: 2 hours (integration matters)
• Insurance coverage: none
• Outcomes: relief, stability, ability to do therapy
One patient told me: “For the first time in years, I could take a breath without feeling like the air was on fire.”
Ketamine is not a cure. But for those locked in despair, it is a key that opens the first door. And sometimes that is enough to begin rebuilding.
The Ugly Math
Percentage of s*xual assault perpetrators who ever see jail: **0.5%**¹⁹
Number of Epstein’s powerful friends prosecuted: 0⁷
Percentage still showing up at galas: way too many
Institutions boasting “zero tolerance” for abuse: 100%
Institutions that quietly enable abuse: nearly the same
As one survivor said: *“We are not victims anymore, we are survivors. And survivors talk.”*⁷
Conclusion: When Survivors Speak
Scars do not mean weakness. They mean survival. Proof you did not vanish. Proof you lived.
But survival alone is not the end of the story. When survivors speak, they force institutions to reveal what they are really protecting. They remind us that trauma is not only private suffering—it is public accounting.
Every statistic in this essay is a number pulled from research, but behind each number is a person who once believed no one would believe them. They were wrong. Survivors talk. Survivors keep talking. And if we are willing to listen, they might finally change the culture that once conspired to silence them.
Postscript
If you want to comment or continue the conversation, head over to my Substack or visit my website: www.boulderpsychiatryassociates.com.
And if you happen to be in Boulder, please stop by the office. Have a cookie. Healing can start with the smallest of comforts.
Harrison Levine is a psychiatrist in private practice in Boulder, Colorado. He specializes in Child and Adolescent Psychiatry, Adult Psychiatry, and ketamine-assisted therapy, with a particular focus on the intersection of public health, food, and psychiatry.
Footnotes
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16. John Jay College of Criminal Justice. Nature and Scope of S*xual Abuse of Minors by Catholic Priests in the U.S., 1950–2002. USCCB, 2004, pp. 65–78.
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18. Denhollander, R. Testimony before U.S. Senate Judiciary Committee, Jan. 2018, Transcript, pp. 17–26.
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21. Associated Press. “Evangelical leader resigns amid gay s*x, drug scandal.” Nov. 2006.
22. Reuters. “Jerry Falwell Jr. resigns from Liberty University after s*x scandal reports.” Aug. 25, 2020.
23. The Guardian. “Gateway Church founder accused of molesting 12-year-old girl.” Nov. 5, 2024.
24. Baptist Press. “Paige Patterson removed amid allegations of mishandling s*xual abuse.” May 2018.
25. CNN. “Bishop Eddie Long settles lawsuits with young men alleging s*xual misconduct.” Dec. 2010.
26. NPR. “Six former Ohio State wrestlers say Rep. Jim Jordan knew of s*xual abuse.” July 6, 2018.
