09/10/2026
These two pictures are the same person.
The woman in the first picture was at one of the lowest points of her life. I had lost my kids. I had lost hope. I had reached a point where I truly felt like I had no reason to live.
My addiction took me through almost three years in prison, multiple county jails, two overdoses, and eventually, I was bouncing from place to place just trying to survive. The people who had held onto hope for me for so long had finally reached their limit. I had burned bridges, hurt people I loved, and honestly didn’t know how to find my way back.
Fear of going back to prison helped get me through the doors of treatment, but somewhere along the way, something changed. I started wanting a different life for myself.
One of the biggest things I’ve learned in recovery is that the same fearless energy I once used chasing dope could be used to completely change my life. If I was willing to go to any length for my addiction, I could learn to go to any length for my recovery.
Today, I’m a mom. A role model. A leader. Someone who gets to use her experiences to help other people. And most importantly, I can genuinely say that I love the woman I am today.
Getting sober gave me a second chance, not to go back and become the person I was before addiction, but to create someone new.
Your past doesn’t have to be your identity. Let it go, learn from it, and give yourself the chance to become the best version of you.
There is a human behind every addiction. And as long as they’re still here, their story isn’t over. 💜