01/29/2022
"how do you feel?”
"how does it feel to go through this yourself after guiding many others along?"
My 2 most faqs these days 🤪
The short answers: I feel great.. and yes, it's been awesome. but I’m still in it, so it’s hard to really wrap my head around everything. So here are my "almost there" thoughts..Our final few weeks spoiling Koda as our only child 🥰
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It's been a wild ride. Every single person I get to work with is dealt a different hand.. and I am absolutely no different. like them, I’ve put tons of effort into my physical and mental health and I’m thrilled to enjoy those benefits 💫
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One big thing sticks out so far ➡️ how far we've come..bc finding out you're pregnant just a few weeks after a miscarriage is quite the mind game.
Those early weeks felt like an eternity and consisted of some of my most challenging days to date. On top of the obvious fear of another loss, I was so worried that I would not be able to enjoy any bit of this pregnancy.
Those days were mostly filled with a cycle of stress, anxiety, guilt, & then nausea/exhaustion, etc.... But we got through it. And this is what I feel most proud of. I'm not sure when it actually shifted, but it was gradual and by the time we felt those first kicks I felt the gratitude, was more present & genuinely excited. But it was a serious mind game to get there and it took work.
Everyone faces their own challenges along the way & I encourage you to also look back and reflect on how much you’ve already overcome no matter where you are 💞
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Babies are true miracles and we can't wait to show this girl how special she is to us so soon ☺️
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TLDR: I approached my pregnancy the same way I guide anyone else in a Balance Zen program. The winning ticket = Listen to your body and roll with the cards dealt.
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I am deep into focus mode with my current client load these final weeks -
1:1 training is waitlist only (for my return), but my postpartum on demand program is up! 🥳
Pregnancy course is on its way 💞
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Happy Saturday 💫
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📷 2-4: some first tri survival mode selfies 🙃
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