11/01/2021
On this day 8 years ago, we lost our first beautiful little baby. We had been trying for so many years to get pregnant and we were so lost when that dream was ripped from us.
I went to a very dark place when we lost Baby T. My heart and body hurt so much. I knew I was destined to be a mom and I would keep trying no matter what.
Even though we have 2 beautiful children here with us, we will NEVER forget our little baby.
After Harper was born, we saw our first Psychic Medium and she told us that our baby was a Boy. She said that he was well and here for us. He was going to watch over our little one and us. My heart was so full to hear that.
A few years after that, I went to another Medium and she let me know that a Baby with the letter T was there. I had instant tears and knew it was our boy. I went a few more times and every time, he came with a different family member. It was extremely comforting to hear he was with our family.
I was about 6 weeks pregnant and I went again. The woman asked if I had 3 children, I was shocked because we hadn't told anyone I was pregnant except my sister. She said very proudly that I would have my girl and can you guess who was there to tell her, Our Baby T!
There is not a day, month or year that goes by that I don't think about our little baby boy. You always have to wonder of what life would have been if he was here.
I know now in my heart that he was destined for something so much greater than living on this earth. One day I know he will come to me. As my abilities grow strong, I hope he does come to me. I would love to just feel his little hug and know in my heart and soul that he is there.
Tammy got me this ring for Mother's Day and did the most wonderful thing by adding our beautiful baby boy's name on the ring!
Tristen, you will always be in our hearts and our minds forever ♥