10/04/2026
This is my last post here. I’ve been praying, reflecting, and trying to be honest with myself—and I believe the Lord is asking me to walk away.
“If I wouldn’t want my children consuming this content, why am I continuing to consume it? If I stand firm in other areas of my life, why am I making an exception here?”
I keep thinking about recovery: it wouldn’t make sense for me to sit in a bar surrounded by people getting drunk and justify staying because I’m sober. Knowing I’ve been set free doesn’t mean I need to keep placing myself in an environment that pulls me toward something harmful.
Romans 12:2 calls us not to conform to the pattern of this world, but to be transformed by the renewing of our minds. And 1 Peter 1:15–16 reminds us that we are called to be holy—to live set apart for God.
I don’t want to keep making excuses for something I feel called to leave behind. So I’m choosing obedience, even when it means letting go.
I pray sharing this helps someone else who’s wrestling with the same thing. Sometimes the hardest part is admitting what we already know—and taking the next step.