08/04/2026
The dilemma of human suffering...
I just returned from a week long trip in Bordeaux, France 🇫🇷
I waited 10 months for this trip…excited for new experiences. Within a few days of my trip, I started missing my home, my dog, my workouts and my bed. I was still having a good time but was getting home sick. Now that I am home, I am longing for the next getaway.
Sigh…the cycle of suffering..
It took me some processing to recognize the dilemma that we face as human beings..we are never in the present moment..always longing for something that is not here.
After my morning meditation and journaling, I recognized how I was disconnected from the present moment (thoughts and resulting feelings of attachments and aversions) and the nature of impermanence that all that we perceive and experience as real and permanent is just a fantasy. The clinging is what causes suffering. The real work is to become aware of the ebb and flow of life, abide in the permanent presence of pure awareness, and not get caught up in the highs and lows..