08/27/2026
Living with chronic illness has changed the way I think about my capacity.
I manage my physical movement. I pay attention to how much energy I'm using. I manage my exposure to heat—and an August day in Florida can add another layer before I've even done anything else.
Lately, my mind has been carrying more too.
I'm navigating the transition of closing the Serenity Sounds studio, moving into a mobile and partner-location chapter, while we look for what our next space might eventually become.
Even positive change requires energy.
And one of the realities I've had to accept about living with chronic illness is that I don't always have the same capacity I once did.
Even with the best planning, what looked completely manageable when I planned it can feel very different when I'm actually living through it.
Maybe I thought I'd have more energy. Maybe my body responds differently than I expected. Maybe several small things require more of me than I accounted for.
And yes, sometimes frustration rises with that.
My mind can still be saying, I should be able to do this, while my body is giving me very different information.
Could I push through? Yes.
But I've also learned that pushing through can come with a cost.
So sometimes I have to adjust. Give myself extra grace. Pay attention sooner. And accept that today's capacity may look different from the capacity I planned around.
This is also where a sound bath can be supportive for me.
When my body is tired but my mind is still busy managing, thinking, and anticipating, simply telling myself to rest doesn't necessarily mean I can access rest.
During a sound bath, my phone is away. I can get physically comfortable. The sound gives my attention somewhere else to go. I can listen, notice the vibration, notice my breath, and notice my body.
For me, a sound bath can provide a pathway toward a restorative state that can be difficult to access when life feels heavy.
It doesn't change the realities of living with chronic illness. It doesn't suddenly give me more capacity.
But it can create a period of time where less is being asked of me.
And sometimes, that's exactly the kind of support I need.
— Adriana