05/30/2026
Found this on a recovery page. What a powerful, true and sad poem. I've lived it. Watching someone you care about choosing a substance over everything else. That was the beginning of my alcoholism and years of hurting and struggling myself. They became angry, abusive, mean, hurtful and vengeful while intoxicated. I still struggle to this day with the mental and emotional overwhelm. But the bad days have become less over the years. I am thankful to not be living this anymore. Addiction is so hard. I truly wish there was better resources for it. ❤️💔❤️
When Your Addiction Becomes Mine
I watched you slowly drift away,
A little more each passing day.
The sparkle in your eyes grew dim,
As drugs became your closest friend.
I begged, I cried, I tried to fight,
To pull you back into the light.
But every promise, every plea,
Was swallowed by dependency.
The nights grew long, the worry deep,
So many tears I couldn't keep.
I carried burdens, fear, and pain,
And felt myself begin to change.
At first, a drink to calm my mind,
To leave the heartbreak far behind.
A glass became a bottle's call,
And then I started to fall.
While you were lost inside your haze,
I drowned myself in alcohol's maze.
Two broken souls beneath one roof,
Each chasing pain, each living proof
That addiction wears many faces,
Leaves destruction in its traces.
Not just the one who takes the drug,
But those who love and need a hug.
I missed the person I once knew,
The one before addiction grew.
And somewhere in my sorrow's sea,
I lost a piece of who was me.
Yet even through the darkest night,
A small spark still can find the light.
Because recovery can start anew,
For me, for them, for us, for you.
The road is hard, the scars remain,
But hope can rise above the pain.
And though addiction stole so much,
It cannot take away love's touch.