06/06/2026
I woke up this morning with a heaviness. Grumpy. Feeling like I wanted to stay curled up in a cave of darkness. Nesting, protected.
My affinity for the Water element, extreme yin energy, & darkness was screaming today. It's always been my nature, but I didn't understand it quite the way I am becoming to.
Before, it was depression, sadness, dysfunction, shyness, introversion. All of those were accurate, true things about me, but they weren't the whole story. I am a sensitive soul who feels the shifts in weather & seasons strongly. And, the building yang energy isn't always welcomed.
I've always been drawn to shadows. Walking my Dobermans at night in Chicago and Denver, I was obsessed with capturing shadows of grass, flowers, & trees on sidewalks and walls. In my moodiness today, I looked up to see my Japanese Maple & vibrant pink Peony creating a beautiful shadow on my dining room wall.
It was breath taking & a fleeting moment. The Sun came out just long enough for me to snap a few photos and be reminded that shadows only exist with light. Without that light source, shining brilliantly behind it, the Japanese Maple & Peony wouldn't be able to show up on my wall.
Yang & Yin must dance together through the year. Yang building until Summer Solstice in June & then depleting as the Yin builds until Winter Solstice. And, it flips once again. It's the rhythm of the Cosmic Wheel of the Year.
All of the building Yang energy can feel like a lot for those of us who prefer staying drawn inward, quite, & nesting. The Fire element can feel loud, immense, & hard to hide from. It's the energy of a flower blossoming & on display for everyone to see and admire. Everyone's suppose to love Summer, right?
It's not that ease. And even when you love Summer, it can bring imbalance & show up as...
๐ฅ too much heat
๐ฅ insomnia or very restless sleep
๐ฅ dream-disturbed sleep
๐ฅ indigestion or acid reflux
๐ฅ anxiety
๐ฅ palpitations
๐ฅ hyperactivity or restlessness
๐ฅ inability to concentrate
When the building yang feels like too much, taking a short nap at 11am-1pm, during the time of the Heart energy. I've added private acupuncture sessions M/T/W in that window.
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