B Nicole

10/30/2024

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10/19/2024

I woke up this morning with a knowing that I needed to prioritize sitting with spirit in meditation... I noticed that my teeth were clenched, my shoulders were up around my ears and I just knew that my emotional cup was beyond full.

Here's the thing about spirit... there is no judgement.. there is no shame and blame about not prioritizing your spiritual practice... instead what happens is a tap on the shoulder... a gentle whisper (sometimes) that it's time to come and be reminded.

Today I was reminded how beautiful it feels to be lifted in divine support... there is a moment when you sit with your breath and you actually feel the lift.. the shift.. the unwavering love and support. The feeling of being taken right into the center of your heart.. it's there where you unclench your jaw.. your shoulders relax and the tears fall... not from a space of sadness.. but from the place of surrender.. of safety.. of being held.

There is a cleansing that happens in that space.... not an erasing. Life will still come in and knock you around.. your teeth will start to clench again... but when we remember we have tools to utilize and that they are in endless supply... when we listen to our body... our emotions and take a step towards that space instead of against it... we find freedom again... we remember in a deeper way.. we find peace.

I hope you find a way to remember who you are today.. in the sweetest, most loving of ways.

You deserve to feel peace within.

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07/13/2024

06/15/2024

As I was pulling my cards for the day I just felt this overwhelming feeling of divine love.. pouring in. The kind of sweet feeling that moves you to tears.

I have been working on my gratitude practice the last few days, the art of surrender.

One thing I know is that gratitude pulls you right into the heart space. It's like this beautiful spiral energy that leads you through all the emotions and then brings you back up to bask in the glow of impermanence.

Life is always presenting the opportunity for change.. we get so caught up, or at least I do, in trying to hold tightly to what we have... so ingrained to think that change is punishment... when really change is a blessing.

When we keep our hands tightly wrapped around something it doesn't allow any opportunity for growth.. the energy gets stifled and creates more challenges.

What if we lived in such a way... such a brave and bold way.. that we trusted the timing of things.. that we knew with each goodbye there is another beautiful hello.

Today I am going to bask in the energy of surrender... of joy.. of love. I am going to keep my hands and heart open to all the blessings I have right now in this moment.. because I know that gratitude and living in the present moment creates a vibration like a magnet.. and who am I to block what is meant for me.

I wish for you the same.. keep looking for the good and the good will keep looking for you.

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04/28/2024

I was thinking this morning about intention.
How often we move through this life bogged down with all the things... how our mind just hyper focuses on everything that is "wrong", "bad", "hard".

Now don't get me wrong.. sometimes s**t just absolutely sucks. That is valid.. and sometimes we have to sit with that for a minute.. however... what if we thought of every situation that feels that way as an opportunity to create something new. The invitation to come back to the drawing board and say.. ok.. what can I do in this moment to bring hope back.

We are so conditioned to be logical..to have things happen in a certain way in order for them to be earned or achieved.. we lose sight of our dreams.. joy.. what lights us up.

Life is hard and our to do lists seem never-ending... but what if we carved out a little time to dream... to embody what it would feel like to be on that vacation.. be in that healthy relationship.. feel free in your body. Etc.

As a child we are asked... what do you want to be when you grow up? Our beautiful, sweet childlike mind had no limitations... there was no toggle of.. well, this would be nice.. but.
There was just pure conviction.

Turn the page... start a dream list.. have the audacity to believe it is true. .. that you can have everything you desire.

Doesn't that feel better?

Sending hope to your childlike wonder..may it bring back the joy that your sweet, tired heart deserves.

04/24/2024

I love how the moon shines through my window... keeping me company. We are both witnessing each other's growth from the last phase. Hello again.. I feel brand new.
Full moon blessings.. may all the beauty that you witness be a reminder of all the beauty that you are.
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04/21/2024

Spirit is not playing with me this morning.. 🫣
My cards have been saying that a new start in love is coming.. they have been telling me to stay open to receive... I keep looking around, but nothing has formed yet.
I asked.. what do I need to release in order to call this new energy in. BAM.
They aren't wrong.

I have been doing a lot of healing work over these last few years... but one learned story I have held onto... like a vice grip... is that people will hurt me, men specifically.

My sordid past has been full of hurt, loss and deceit... which of course led me to build the strongest barrier to my heart... that became my labor of love... separation.
My moon sign is in Scorpio, so my spidey senses are always on high alert... just waiting for someone to do something so that I can be like.. yup... there it is.

Here's the thing though.. everything I have been through has really been the catalyst to get me here... where I am now. I have grown so much as a person, but I am a work in progress.. always.

In my studies of myself and in observation of others I have really learned one key truth that I try to remind myself of all the time.. being strong doesn't mean barricades and locked doors... being strong is being open, vulnerable, curious.

The key to all that is being in access to your own intuition.. it's that deep trust within self... I know what I know, I don't know why, but I trust myself... that's the sweet spot.. that's the gold.

I am taking this opportunity to follow through on this guidance.. there is a full moon on Tuesday, in the sign of Scorpio, my moon sign.. the perfect time to release all the energy that is holding me back from what I am meant to receive. No matter what your sign is, the release is the same. Put down what you are carrying.

A little more softness... a little less thorn bush. Lol

Sending love to your hearts 💚

04/20/2024

Morning thoughts-
I was sitting here looking at all the shapes the water formed in to. Made me think of emotions, grief. How feelings take shape, but how often we just allow them to stay on the surface and not give them the opportunity to absorb.
I feel lately I have been being asked to look at things that I didn't allow to fully absorb.. not to go into suffering.. but to heal it on a deeper level.
Sometimes, we have to put things on a shelf.. to give us the opportunity to get our bearings.. to then be able to come back to it and say... ok.. I feel more equipped now.
In order to call in what we most desire.. we have to be able to unpack the baggage we are carrying... we always get to decide what we hold onto.. maybe we choose to keep carrying it, but maybe we choose to give it wings to fly.

Either way... you are loved and worthy and seen.

04/19/2024

16 years... the world has been without your beautiful smile, infectious laugh and bigger than life personality... 16 years.

I am so grateful for the impact you had and still have on my life. I am grateful because when I start to forget you always find a way to remind me.. that you're always around... holding my hand.. helping me navigate this life.. every time I start to forget you gently guide me back... reminding me that even though I can't see you.. I feel you. I know you are there.

Thank you for always being my reminder of what true.. unconditional love is.. what that feels like.

You were always the guide post of what I measured other men against... and still you are the guide post of my spiritual journey.

I can't see you.. but I know you are there.

Thank you. I love you.. I am forever grateful to know I have eyes in the sky.. protecting me... cheering me on.. reminding me.

I will look for you in every cloud.. every penny face up... I will listen for you in every song.

Keep shining your light for us..beautiful soul.

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04/08/2024