05/31/2026
Today I was thinking about something. I had a medical meeting this weekend and as someone who helped put on the event, I had to fill out financial disclosures.
Whenever doctors give medical talks at medical meetings where continuing education credits are offered, we have to disclose if we get money from any pharmaceutical companies or other medical companies because if you receive money from them, it can bias your speeches/talks.
I have a mountain cabin. Some people might think I have a vacation home because I got rich as a doctor. But, the truth is. Bayer pharmaceuticals helped pay for my cabin.
And not the way you might think.
I sued them.
Most doctors understand complaints many people have about pharmaceutical companies… their fears about big pharma and distrust. But, we learn to study research and data with a critical eye that those outside medicine often don’t have. We tend to accept the flaws in our medical pharmaceutical industries and see it as a necessary evil in progress.
I actually have a little bit different opinion. When I was 18, I started birth control pills. But a little while after starting them, I began to get migraines where half of my body went numb. When I saw a neurologist, he patted me on the head and told me that I was going to be a doctor, a mother and a wife and that those were 3 full time jobs and I needed to learn to deal with stress. (Even at 18 I wondered if he would have said this to a man and got quite angry).
He didn’t mention the birth control pills at all. I stopped taking them myself. And I never went on them again - until I was in my 30s. At that time Bayer came out with a birth control pill that was supposed to be lower in estrogen. It was praised as a breakthrough for women. My OBGYN and I decided I should try it and just stop if if my migraines got worse.
A few short months later after starting then, I almost died. Blood clots formed in my legs and broke off to my lungs. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t move. In the ICU that first night I was so sure I was going to die that a lawyer friend came into the icu to make a will for me and the nurses witnessed it.
A week later or so, I relaxed and realized I was going to live and I went on with life. Lungs a bit scarred. A little more easily short of breath. And a little more afraid of dying.
Lawyers reached out to me asking me to sue Bayer. I refused for several years. I didn’t want to be someone who sued anyone. I was a doctor after all. We don’t sue people right?
Until one day when I learned that the FDA and Bayer knew that their product had an increased risk for blood clots. And, I found out that 5 members of the FDA group that voted NOT to let patients know about this increased risk had financial ties to Bayer Pharmaceuticals. They received money from Bayer.
The conversation I imagined made me feel sick. You see, when you have a history of blood clots or a blood clotting disorder, oftentimes you need to take an aspirin every day for the rest of your life. And since Bayer has the most well known aspirin.. I couldn’t help but think it was a win win for them in their mind.
Now, when I fill out those financial disclosures for a medical conference I take them very seriously. And when I go to my cabin to find mental peace, I am reminded of the time I thought I was going to die, and how it taught me to savor sunrises like this one.
I understand our medical system is far from perfect. And I think there are many lessons in this story of mine. The biggest is how money and politics damage medicine.
This weekend, as other times when I have filled out financial disclosures for medical lectures, I am proud to say that this cabin is the only time I have ever received money from a drug company.
Medications have changed our lives. But I don’t think doctors should be influenced, or the FDA, or politicians by the dollar. Politicians interfere too much with science. Big pharma can be a blessing and a curse. Doctors need to rise above them both, in my opinion.
Just my thoughts and today’s truth telling.
🤗🤗Dr Hill
Dr Andrea Hill is the founder of Monroe Pediatrics and mom to two daughters.