10/09/2018
β¨π¦β¨π¦β¨Monday Night β¨π¦β¨π¦β¨= Personal change and yet another level and layer of transformation....
As I reflected on this glorious sunset tonight π
and the privilege that it is to have access to watching it set at the beach every night if I want, as time permits, I realize how blessed and fortunate I truly am no matter how hard I may be on myself at times....
My journey this year has been like an emotional and spiritual Bootcamp!! Thanks to the nutritional company I chose to partner to create a side stream of income for myself, it has stretched and forced me to come face to face with all that I have been resisting, with all that I have not wanted to accept that requires changing in my life. I have this amazing and powerful nutrition that I get to put in my body every day and yet I still continue to hit the wall over and over again. I know exactly why it is and have been putting off the inevitable. My whole identity it seems, has revolved around putting pressure on myself about working out for as long as I can remember now and have been ridiculously obsessed with staying fit, staying lean, burning calories. Down right a**l about it in fact, to the point of not enjoying it anymore and also not listening to my body about what kind of activity it truly desires and requires , what kind of activity supports my energy, my growth and my truth. The truth is, other then doing some of my cardio workouts outside in nature, I spend more time then I can justify at the gym doing work outs I have no business doing so frequently, with the type Divine work and service I am called to and love doing.
So I have finally made a choice to embrace the change that is happening within my body and my soul and listen to my heart and my intuition....... I have been guided to put the strength training and boot camps on the shelf for awhile and immerse myself in the ways and actions and activity of the Feminine Divine aspect of Source and Creation and I am humbled, relieved, excited and sooooo grateful that I can own it and let go of what I was doing so compulsively to the point of total fatigue and being completely drained, with ease and grace and embrace this NEW me that I am birthing as a result of joining my Higher Consciousness as it guides me to my Highest and Best Good!!!
Yoga, Pilates, Ecstatic Dance, Hiking, SUP and more, here I come!!! And the best part of all of this, is that I can sing a new song, dance a new dance and as I travel through this inner gate, I can come out renewed, refreshed and re-weave whole new patterns that include all of what I love in a way that resonates and flows in harmony and balance within and without!! I am in the process of reconstruction, creating a new foundation and I love it!!! And, oh yes! A new move and new modalities I will be offering are in the works too, so stay tuned!! πππ§ββοΈππ§ββοΈππ§ββοΈπ¦πββοΈπ§ββοΈπ€ΈπΌββοΈππππππ
Blessed Be!!!