03/10/2022
My holistic life…
I read…
I meditate…
I watch sad movies to have a reason to cry because I have a hard time sharing all my feelings…
I know started boxing as a healthy way to deal with my anxiety…
I have worked on myself for years to get to a point where I find peace in my daily life, even when all ish hits the fan…
I remember that the things I’ve gone through that would have killed me…didn’t… they are far away memories…
So when they say “this too shall pass” I finally figured out it doesn’t mean I have to follow the same pattern…
I don’t need to stress, immediately try to fix the problem, and then speak negatively towards myself just because this is how it goes before eventually things fall into place and what was meant to be worked out the way it was supposed to…
I found forgiveness in the storm, I found a new way of becoming still and saying to myself “as long as you try the best you can and have faith, everything will work out…
See what I realized is that I had to let go of the idea that I could somehow have control and a “fool proof” way of having a desired outcome…
So I now give myself grace, and I am gentle with myself…
I feel safe in the boundaries I have learned to have…
I can retrieve and renew without worrying about pleasing everyone else’s feelings…
If you are gentle with yourself and become secure in your boundaries you will find true relationships that will keep you strong…
People that are there to love you when you show up and give you space when you need it…
Lead with love in all you do…