03/10/2022
My holistic lifeā¦
I readā¦
I meditateā¦
I watch sad movies to have a reason to cry because I have a hard time sharing all my feelingsā¦
I know started boxing as a healthy way to deal with my anxietyā¦
I have worked on myself for years to get to a point where I find peace in my daily life, even when all ish hits the fanā¦
I remember that the things Iāve gone through that would have killed meā¦didnāt⦠they are far away memoriesā¦
So when they say āthis too shall passā I finally figured out it doesnāt mean I have to follow the same patternā¦
I donāt need to stress, immediately try to fix the problem, and then speak negatively towards myself just because this is how it goes before eventually things fall into place and what was meant to be worked out the way it was supposed toā¦
I found forgiveness in the storm, I found a new way of becoming still and saying to myself āas long as you try the best you can and have faith, everything will work outā¦
See what I realized is that I had to let go of the idea that I could somehow have control and a āfool proofā way of having a desired outcomeā¦
So I now give myself grace, and I am gentle with myselfā¦
I feel safe in the boundaries I have learned to haveā¦
I can retrieve and renew without worrying about pleasing everyone elseās feelingsā¦
If you are gentle with yourself and become secure in your boundaries you will find true relationships that will keep you strongā¦
People that are there to love you when you show up and give you space when you need itā¦
Lead with love in all you doā¦