08/16/2026
Something happened before, during, and after this eclipse. I feel like I have officially stepped into a version of me I never knew was possible.
I was given a rare opportunity in life: a blank slate for 1 week. All my plans fell apart and suddenly I had a gift of time that had no imprints on it.
I got to sit for 7 days in my own energy. Trust, be led, and follow.
Surrender has been my modus oprandi since I left my old life behind which began with a big overhaul - exiting a life long career at my peak that was still rising - and officially revoking my right to vote 8 years ago.
I never knew how interconnected those two actions were for me to be who I am today. Someone who is self governed, trusting inner authority, and looks within to solve world problems.
For the first time in my life I can sit perfectly comfortable in uncertainty. Not knowing.
These days again and again I am being forced to reliquish all control, stories, ideas of myself, my plans and goals and allow the universe to lead me on a grand adventure.
I never know what kind of magick will unfold but it all feels so divinely orchestrated and purposeful.
I noticed something the other day. I have been moving through life over the last several weeks with zero anxiety...which I never thought possible.
I am no longer addicted to the adrenaline rush that is cultivated in us through drama, headlines, caffeine, not enoughness, rushing, endless lists, separation and so much more.
I no longer feel late or that something must be completed in this lifetime. I am working on projects and towards building, but that not enough time feeling is no longer pushing me. And as a result, I am creating even more.
This is all possible because I feel safe in life. Safe in my body. Safe in this existance.
I am not alone. I never have been and I can see it so clearly now. All I need to do is follow the trail that is being laid out for me. I am grateful.