01/15/2026
Yesterday I cried... a lot. 😭 As a Virgo with lots of fire placements and almost no water placements, this isn't a common thing for me to do. I usually get pi**ed, angry, volatile. But these were deep, helpless, ugly sobs.
Today, I created a 90 page business plan for my new(ish), reimagined entrepreneurial journey.
My last job put me in the most depressed state of my life. I am usually a very optimistic, positive person, but being an empath is hard when you are thrown into a dark universe of toxicity. I have never quit a job with such minimal notice, but your mental health must come first ESPECIALLY when you are caring for a child.
I had 3 weeks of euphoria being back with my ohana and getting shifts at the place I love again. However, just like so many times before, this is not a reliable job and can never be what I bet my living on.
I can sit here and whine and kick and bitch OR I can practice what I preach and take this as the universe SCREAMING at me to follow my entrepreneurial path, my purpose for being here. 🌍
Most of the reasons I couldn't make it work before are gone; I was living with my ex husband in a very unstable, uncomfortable environment. Lily needed care and attention 24/7. I was not healed in anyway from so much trauma from my past.
Now I have my safe, beautiful apartment that is not only all mine but has so many lovely, on-brand backdrops for my course material, reels, tik toks, etc. Lily is now in school during the day giving me so much time to use the daytime hours to get s**t done without hurting my relationship with her.
When the universe is SCREAMING AT YOU... whether you are in a bad relationship, bad job, putting bad things into your body and it feels like everything is going wrong this means you are not in alignment. You can't ignore that gnawing intuition that you need to make a change. Or it will literally kill you.
The beautiful thing? My business will be helping with exactly this.
✨️Finding yourself
✨️Living in alignment
✨️Enjoying your life
✨️Overcoming burn out and depression
I'm very excited to share this all with you over the next few months. Love you all and thank you for always being such a supportive community