Kaela Demerjian

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09/08/2026

You guys, we’re moving to North Carolina at the end of October. You heard it here first 🙃

09/02/2026

Trigger warning:
This post discusses suic*de and ab*se.

After leaving my first husband in early sobriety, I entered into one of the darkest eras of my life.

I was 26 years old, five years sober, I had no Alanon or AA mentorship and no money.

I entered into an emotionally abusive relationship that I didn’t know how to or even want to leave.

I was miserable, but I felt I deserved to be treated badly after ruining a good marriage with a good man.

That relationship isn’t the reason I wanted to end my life, but it certainly didn’t make it easier to want to stay alive.

I used to call my late sponsor every week, sometimes everyday to tell her I wanted to k*ll myself. She’d ask me to wait 24 hours to see if I felt the same way tomorrow.

I had friends and at this point I had started going to AA for the first time in my recovery journey. I didn’t feel worthy of them or being on earth anymore. There were days I would close my briefly eyes while driving to see if I could just let myself run off the road.

Being su*cidal and in emotionally abusive relationships looked like this. I was out often, spending time with people, working a full time job, dating handsome men. To the average person, you would think I was thriving and having the time of my life.

In my best moments, I was silly. I was light. I was fun. But my best moments weren’t an honest reflection of how I felt inside. My friends may not have known that I wanted to end my life, but they knew how to make me laugh. They knew how to make me feel loved. And without realizing it, they gave me reasons to stick around a little longer.

Being su*cidal doesn’t always show up in the ways we expect. Sometimes there are no obvious signs.

September is Su*cide Prevention Month, and I think one of the biggest things to remember is that you really don’t always know what someone is carrying.

Check in on people. Even the ones who are posting funny things. Even the ones who seem social, light, busy, happy. Even the ones who look like they’re in a happy relationship.

Ask directly when you’re worried. Don’t be afraid to say the word su*cide. Be kind. Be present. Give grace to the ones you love. Support each other. List

08/31/2026

When a mother is given the room to dream, the right to create and celebrated for her gifts, the world becomes a better place.

Thank you Sophie Pyne 🌊 Holistic Therapist & Ocean Healing for letting me in on your little corner of the world.

08/26/2026

For the last two years, since my daughter was born, I’ve been known to be a workhorse.

Almost overnight, I entered motherhood and a completely new career. I learned how to be a mom while learning how to build a book of business, and I got very good at the latter. I rose quickly, became successful by almost every definition, and spent a lot of that time disconnected from motherhood because, honestly, I think I had to be.

Then, a month ago, I was laid off. I found another opportunity, and three weeks later, that company paused its operations.

But as I do, in the midst of all this, I started dreaming.

I built the business out of what I love to do, and within a month I had my first two clients.

I thought I’d feel relieved. Instead, I felt scared.

Because somewhere in all of the working, providing, achieving and surviving, I forgot how to simply live.

How to be present. How to enjoy an ordinary day. How to be a mom and a wife without my mind always being somewhere else. Looking at these pictures, really, at my camera roll, I realized suddenly there weren’t a bunch of images from work, there were tons of moments I’ve been wishing I could have with the family I created. The thing I’ve been feeling disconnected from since the moment it came into existence.

I don’t know if this next chapter is about becoming less ambitious. But maybe it’s about learning to build a life where ambition has a place, without taking up the hopes I have for my home life.

My new prayer is to create something meaningful, so I can be present for the family I’m building it for. My desire is to remember that my worth was never dependent on what I accomplish in a replaceable role.

Before I am a business owner, a professional, a mother, I am also a human. I pray to remember that part the most. I am learning and socially flopping while doing it. I fall short as a mother, but the call from my higher power was never to be perfect.

It was simply to show up and have faith that god’s plans are greater than my own.

I’m scared. I’m hopeful. I’m figuring it out.

And for today, I hope this is enough.

If you’d like to support my little dream, you follow me Treatment Tour Collective

08/16/2026

B-roll baby ✌️

08/06/2026

Had such an amazing time with all of our community partners yesterday. Grateful to work with such amazing people like Reconstruction Unlimited , Shift Support Network , The Little Beach House and Jaywalker Lodge and to have had to chance to host an event with such wonderful people in this field.

Thank you to all who came. Our events would be nothing without you!

📸 Treatment Tour Collective (aka me!)

07/31/2026

Sobriety lately; a series of blessings.

Bless the girlies.

Bless the inherited family members who make you feel right at home.

Bless Emily for being alive at the same time as me.

Bless the friends that provide a safe space to heal from unimaginable losses.

Bless the friends who can meet you in your darkness, but bring out your light.

Bless the friends who welcome you with open arms.

Bless the friend who shows you how to dream.

It’s so weird how I’m only 15, but my body keeps telling me I’m 38.

Bless the friend who allows you to transform your understanding of the world.

“Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you, for that is how their ancestors treated the false prophets.”
Luke 6:26

07/28/2026

If anything, you’ll find me showing up for life against the odds, finding a way to smile as life and I collide, dancing in the midst of its challenges and embracing the tribulations with both a resistant yet open heart. I love the mess that comes with being fully awake and alive.

My beautiful friends.

My safety net and whimsical magician Emily Palmer

What a blessing to find people who you can learn from and laugh with in every version of yourself.

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Can’t stop taking pictures of them because they’re all just so sweet and wonderful.

A pretty view ✌️

An even prettier view 😍

Hehe

One of my favorite places Breezy Nowlan

❤️‍🩹motherhood and other things

A queen 🫶

Howdy 👋

Again, more pics of these sweet angels.

My cutie sister in law and the best aunty Kalie Demerjian

Me and my sister surviving apparently 🤣

07/27/2026

So if you catch me getting spooky teeth tattoos in my husband’s childhood home, don’t bother me. I’m just grateful I ended up sober and happy to be here ✌️

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