08/27/2026
Part 6
Probably the part yall have been waiting for 😆
Walking out of the bathroom I heard Becky say that they were here. Thank the Lord. It was Malory and Kenzie, my sweet friends, brilliant minds, and a more than welcome presence. I got to the tub, got in, and looked at Malory and said, “I waited for you.” I wanted her to be there for the birth of our baby so badly and internally I was dealing with some fears that required her grounding presence. Fears that I knew weren’t based on science but on the experience we had with Isaiah. We experienced a true shoulder dystocia with him and although it resolved easily with the runners lunge and we had zero issues, I was worried that it may happen again. Especially since this baby had cooked longer and was likely a bit bigger. I watched them unpack the necessities and then let go of everything I’d been holding in. I finally let my body push as it had been wanting to for the last 45 minutes and it all hit me like a ton of bricks. With only about 2 1/2 hours of active labor I wasn’t really expecting him to be ready so quickly but here he was, making his way. Malory sensed the build up of anxiety inside me and came close to hold me, she said everything that I needed to hear in that moment and while I held onto her I frantically told Harrison that he would need to catch the baby. Not sure that he heard me through my pushing sounds I repeated, “you got him?” I was met with reassurance even though this was a hard moment for me as I had wanted to catch so badly and truth be told, I was kind of ashamed that I wasn’t able to get myself together enough to do it. But I’ve replayed this moment over and over again and really, what better hands than mine to be the first to touch our sweet baby than his father’s. So while providing counter pressure with one hand, Harrison gently cradled our baby’s head in the other and within a few seconds caught him as he flew out. Harrison’s reaction time was absolutely perfect as he maintained pressure on my back until the very moment Jason’s body was born.