11/18/2023
The FATHER tells us in Romans 12: 19-21 to not take our own vengeance. This is a difficult one for me in all honesty.
I have a very vengeful heart. I admit it. I struggle with anger too.
Some of my vengefulness and anger is directed towards those who are dishonest, who elevate themselves above others, esp when they do it to those less fortunate and they do not care who they hurt in the process. I have anger against liar's. I hate lies. I have no trust for those who lie. You can not be trusted.
After my 'arrest' for just 'being a midwife', which again, to recap: ALL charges were eventually dropped, but only after we told those 'in charge' we would expose illegal stuff happening in the local govt, community, medical people, etc.---
One thing I learned was to allow GOD to do-- as in Romans 12.
Oh the things I see happening now, even all these years later, I KNOW are from GOD 'allowing' these to happen. You can NOT treat people evil and go on with your life being safe, perfect-forever. You can NOT lie and continue to get away with it.
I will NOT say the things I am 'seeing', such as business fail, people I fail, or have horrible things happen in their life, are GOD causing them. I am in no way saying GOD causes these things to happen, but I believe HE 'allows' it to happen, due to their failed repentance of how they treat others and specifically - me. Does that mean I am more important than them? NO! BUT we have a basic law of this land on this earth. If you plant a corn seed, beans will not grow from that seed . So things are naturally set up to run and work in a certain way.
If you do evil to others, if you lie, all of that WILL catch up with you-your business-your family-everything! I believe GOD-the FATHER wants us all to get along, to love each other, to respect and care for each other and our earth. When we fail to do so, we reap what we sow. If we give evil, we will eventually get evil. If we lie, eventually those same lies will bring you down. If we hurt others and do not care -do not make it right-it will catch up with us!
HE uses all natural things in this world to come together for good for those who love HIM. So when a business fails, it might be from poor management. Money issues. But over all, that one (or more) in charge are not following certain principles that GOD has set up for how to treat each other- and it will spiral down to a failure.
Anyway, I learned this week about another failed business -One who laughed at me, who spoke horribly about me, who lied about me. One I saw treat the poor horribly many times thru the years. You can not do that and succeed for long. I do not gloat, I am actually sorry it is not open anymore. I really am. Its a stab to everyone who needs. used it. I never want anyone to fail, I want them to repent, work together -even thru the differences-and we all love and get along -for the good of humanity.
