08/15/2026
What an emotional day for me. It’s so bittersweet. People ask me “are you excited?” The answer is no. I’m not. Excitement isn’t at all what this feels like.
It’s more like bittersweetness. With grace. And humility. And responsibility. And deep knowing. And so much love.
I pray it helps. Because grief is so hard. And none of us have been taught that grief is as powerful a force as love because grief IS love taken away. And it never heals.
You learn to live with it. And let it be your teacher and guide. You surrender. And in that you discover that in these deepest pits of darkness and despair, there is a light to be found there. And this light will guide you back to the surface, so you can breathe, and find a moment of peace before it carries you back down to excavate more buried grief that were never expressed. Again and again and again. I miss my son so much my heart aches for him.
And this is his legacy. This is what he taught me. How to grieve. And how to do it awake, and to let it awaken you more and more and more…until all that remains is Love.
Thank you all. I’m beyond blessed. 🩵🙏🏼