02/13/2020
Eating (and drinking) intuitively...
Doesn’t always mean you make choices based on what you “think” is best. It requires a deep sense of knowing what you actually need and being ready and willing to follow through.
Caffeine had been contributing to the anxiety I had been experiencing and deep down I had known I needed to take it out for a while. If you know me, you know how much I love my coffee.
Interestingly, coffee hasn’t even tasted good. I’ve had a little here and there (mostly decaf), and although I think I’ll enjoy it, I usually don’t.
I had wicked withdrawal symptoms. Headaches, increased appetite, digestive symptoms, fatigue, and my skin broke out something fierce. And despite all that it’s still something I felt a strong pull to consume.
I miss the morning ritual. I miss the warmth and comfort and predictability. But I don’t like being dependent on a substance in order to function.
Honestly, I’ve felt really strange for the last month or so for lots of reasons, but this is definitely one of them. I don’t love that my morning and how I felt everyday was anchored to a stimulant, and my body had had enough for a while.
Intuitively, I knew I needed a break. And instead of digging my heels in, I accepted and embraced a change (albeit minor in the grand scheme of things), was something I had been resisting because I assumed it would be uncomfortable. It was.
And I feel better. And it makes me question how many times we go against our intuition. How often do we resist what our bodies and minds truly need? And why?
I think it has a lot to do with self-trust, being willing to investigate, and being ready and willing to make changes that are really uncomfortable.
There’s a lesson here. And for me, it’s about embracing and appreciating the discomfort my intuition presents when I truly need something.
I’m an intuitive, highly sensitive person by nature, but I think we could all tune in a bit deeper and definitely more often.
So, what is your intuition telling you you need today?