29/08/2026
Birthday countdown!!
โTerrible twosโ
After experiencing yet another significant loss in November 2023, the loss of my mother. I did what most people do, supress, don`t think, don`t feel, move on, survive. Little did I know that as God was building my business, He was also building, moulding, developing and growing me. โ๏ธ๐ซ
I injured myself on a hike April 2024. And this injury made me look inward, reflect, and realise what needs to change and what areas of my life needs to be healed. We get emotional scars and injuries in our life, which creates believes or copings systems, that`s not healthy for our overall emotional wellbeing. Awareness is the first step to changing unhealthy patterns and believes systems to healthy ones. ๐ฑ๐
This is where my work with clients at Papilio begins, creating a safe space to become aware, explore what is underneath the behaviour, understand the patterns that have shaped us, and gently work towards change.๐ฟ๐ท
Just like the โpapilioโ butterfly, transformation doesn't happen overnight. There is a process of growing, shedding what no longer serves us, sitting in the uncomfortable places and eventually emerging into something new. I had to sit in an uncomfortable place of realising that a past incident, caused a moment of feeling embarrass, hurt, angry and sad. This moment of hurt led me to believe that I should do everything on my own and deny help from other people. I had to shed these beliefs because they no longer served me.๐ธ๐ช
And in every season God is faithful, even the season of refining fire. I can see now that God was never only building Papilio. He was building me too.๐
And maybe that is the real journey, becoming the person capable of carrying what I prayed for.๐ฆ๐ซโ๏ธ