05/03/2026
🕊️33 years on - I still experience the deep sense of loss.
The loss of all the moments that have been missed and can’t be shared together ever again. Grateful for the memories, treasured and precious. Grateful for the connection of the relationship even though it ended too soon.
❤️🩹Grief never ever goes away - how can it?
It’s tied up with our love for that person and so both love and loss seem eternal.
The way I honour my grief and loss now has changed, I seek out signs and today as I honour my grief I was met with so many signs that symbolised the synchronicity of life and death.
The co-existence of both.
Birth - death - rebirth - repeat.
Mixed emotions rise as I allow the feelings. They ebb and flow as I process and stay with the need to give space to a loss that I never understood or processed fully as a child. Now in my adult self I am there for the grieving child within.
I’m reminded of the precious and delicate nature of life and love.❤️
