01/10/2026
Day 2 **ra facilitator retreat 🌺Ibiza 🌺
Today was the medicine I didn't know I needed. I woke up feeling positive and excited to journey through my favourite ta***ic fundamental principles, but today they came from a different angle. I came up hard against my edges, and smashed right through them in a way I've never experienced before ☄️
Today, we connected with RAGE.
The session started with feeling disappointed that I had nothing to connect with UNTIL played chop suey by system of down... and the beast released. Something I can only describe a a deep, primal rage, maybe built of many lifetimes came to the surface and exploded through my being.
Thank you for holding me. For witnessing me. For not flinching - even when I ripped toward you throwing a pillow through the air. Thank you for holding me while I writhed on the floor screaming in blissful agony of the rage that was laying dowrmant in it's rawness for so long. Thank you for looking me in the eyes with nothing but love while my body convulsed and my breathing regulated.
The release gave way to depletion, and when I though I had no more to offer, Sophie reenergised me and filled me back up during the Authenticity practice.
The fire and passion lead through to the evening Ta***ic lover ritual. A warm, undulating, sensual energy held by Eros and candle light.
The night ended in a heap of entwined bodies - connected, as as a collective, but very much as one
What a journey