08/02/2026
Goodnight ππ½β€οΈ
Lord, ever since the week of my book signing, Iβve been feeling sick. A week later, I was admitted to the hospital and ended up staying for two weeks. I was discharged the last week of July, only to end up back in the hospital shortly after.
Lord, Iβm bleeding from somewhere, and they still havenβt been able to find where itβs coming from. Iβve been extremely weak, confused, tired, and overwhelmed. Iβve had several blood transfusions, and some days I donβt even know where Iβm finding the strength to keep going.
But Lord, I KNOW YOU ARE STILL WITH ME. ππ½
Please give me strength when my body feels weak. Give me peace when my mind is overwhelmed. Give me knowledge and understanding when I donβt understand what is happening. Give me patience and kindness even when Iβm frustrated, hurting, scared, and tired.
Lord, place Your hands over my body. Guide the doctors, nurses, and everyone caring for me. Give them the knowledge and wisdom to find the source of the problem and make the right decisions concerning my care.
Protect my children, my sister, my family, and everyone who has been standing beside me through this. Give them strength too, because I know this hasnβt been easy for them either.
Lord, I still have dreams. I still have a purpose. I still have my children, my family, my business, my book, and so much that Iβm fighting for. Please restore my strength and help me continue walking in the purpose You have for my life.
Tonight, Iβm putting my fear, confusion, pain, worries, and unanswered questions in Your hands. ππ½
Lord, I need You now more than ever. Give me strength for tomorrow and faith for every day after. I may be weak, but Iβm still praying. Iβm still believing. Iβm still fighting. ππ½β€οΈ
Goodnight, everyone. Please continue to keep me and my family in your prayers. β€οΈππ½