09/04/2026
Food for thought 🍇😶🌫️🍒✨🧠💫⚠️
"You hate or dislike within yourself what you do not understand or blind to see," - Z JEN Morphosis (self-reflection 🪞)
I used to hate the parts of me that felt weak, limited, vulnerable and more. Why? Because I never realized the boundaries, I did not have set strong for myself that everyone else had around me. Used to wonder how I was limited to others but give without limitation from generosity and compassion, gratitude or respect. Boundaries were set by people who knew what they were doing seeing me at a low advantage point with 'weak to no boundaries' for myself. This can show as no self-respect, no self-love, self-sabotage... so some figured and I logically understood, "Why should I care, have respect for or help her heal?" even if there are those who are responsible and accountable for the prolonging thereof. In other words, the cycles and patterns that need to break that aid in no self-respect, no self-love and self-sabotage from yourself and others. I began to dislike or even hate the innocence of me because of my advantage point until I realize I can control the advantage point because it is something I have awareness of now, knowing how it is in my control. I began to dislike and hate the fact that I was raised to people please, take orders & tasks, and to fear conflict or punishment/consequences. I hated myself for being taught that bad is bad and good is good, to the point I became a very harsh judge over my own life, situations and decisions...while accepting criticism from others even if built from their lies and illusions.... which aided in the perfection of innocence and people pleasing... rather than love myself and the self-sabotage of the co-creator I am. I used to hate myself for sacrificing and people pleasing just for peace (emotionally, mentally, spiritually and physically) knowing that it hurts me or my priority little family at the end of the day... which made me feel even worse about myself. A lose-lose situation right? I hated me because of what I did not understand until I stepped in the mind and shoes of other's, reflecting on myself the root of it all. I wanted to share this because as a projection of ourselves is the outer projection of the world.
"Because we have hated or disliked things about ourselves that are truly who we authentically are (whether good or bad and the experience behind it through projection) is the reason why the world in return HATES what it does not understand... and destroys it." - Z Jen Morphosis
We all do it with or without awareness. But you see, it's backwards which means we are going backwards... because we are not meant to destroy what is authentically us, we are meant to destroy/shed/deaden what isn't (the projection through inner reflection).
LESSON LEARNED: Anything of the Heart is Unconditional & Unlimited Until When?
No more being apologetic and hating myself for the person I am deep within. A part of my inner reflection, I realized one thing, what I give from the heart is never conditional or limited [love, generosity, care, openness, emotional truth, compassion, kindness, forgiveness, mercy, gentleness, receptivity, reciprocity, freedom, pleasure and more].
These things can never truly be made conditional or limited because it is the way of divine creation as the heart is within!
"So how," I wondered, "does these things become limited or conditional, especially to me being the person I am within?"
💭💡⚡ WE SET THE TONE. WE SET THE BOUNDARY (this is where I stepped in other's shoes to see truth I was blinded to.)
Just like how they set the boundary on me when I had some-to none for myself. You see no matter what... we all are in a way selective about who sees what, who gets what, and who we do what with... but depending on the human experience and what we have learned from it, is the reason why we do (project).
When we apply boundaries, we limit and condition what is projected outward, even if it is the good stuff we hold within our hearts that is meant for sharing and embodying. We limit and condition [love, generosity, care, openness, emotional truth, compassion, kindness, forgiveness, mercy, gentleness, receptivity, reciprocity, freedom, pleasure and more] receiving/giving to others and in return; limit and condition receiving/giving it for ourselves.
Reason why Yemoja‑Osun‑Okan‑Oju‑Inu teaches us that through openness of the heart invites abundance, healing and awakening. That we cannot receive these things with a closed heart chakra.
RESULTS OF LESSON: Self-love, Boundaries, and Self-awareness are key to warding vampirism and negative energy, to breaking patters of self-sabotage, and to protecting your energy by taking back or finding your power through the acceptance, consciousness, and love of your authenticity.
I realized THAT because I was limited and conditioned from others when I was open without judgement, limitation or condition.... is how I was able to acknowledge that those people only got mad at me, disconnected from me, hated me, tried to destroy me, tried to disrupt my peace, and more for one up on me.... TO TAKE ADVANTAGE of me (advantage point that I realized I have power over) because of what was unseen by me.
Awareness was key.
I realized that I was not and am not the problem reason I am limited or conditioned, but rather that others are because the intention of being that way towards someone who does not have that intention nor heart at all.... is someone that has no true value of self-love, self-care, peace, and self-respect... the way they make me feel as a projection. I give what is given to me for the safety of my heart and well-being (reciprocity).
Reciprocity keeps the flow of abundance, healing, and awakening/ascension process flowing.
Yemoja‑Osun‑Okan‑Oju‑Inu asks reminds us to KEEP UP 💙💛💚🤍🌟
Affirm: "I choose to love myself wholely and completely despite my bad days or projections of others. I choose me and my authenticity."
MY ADVICE:
DARE TO SHOW THE HELL UP FOR YOURSELF (LOVE AND HOW YOU AUTHENTICALLY ARE) & OTHERS WITH DISCERNMENT. EVERYONE DOES NOT DESERVE THE REAL YOU AND YOU ARE NOT MEANT FOR EVERYONE!
FIND YOUR INNER STRENGTH & LIGHT!
ACKNOWLEDGE, ACCEPT, BELIEVE, ADMIRE, AND FLAUNT YOUR OWN INNER POWER!
LET NO ONE MOLD YOU FROM THEIR PROJECTIONS, AND NOT YOUR TRUTHS!
One Love. 💓 Namaste🙏🕉️. Ase. ✨