09/08/2026
Patricia, Your Mother Tried to Kill You
Healers tell the truth. Sometimes we don’t want to hear it and have spent years practicing how to NOT hear it. But, with a healer you’ve learned to trust, you can often, miraculously, hear.
I had a Near Death Experience early in life, at age 5. I went silent for decades afterwards, often not speaking for days. I sat in my senior high school art class for an entire year without speaking one word to the other three people at my table. (I didn’t really need to talk, they chattered away, through every class, making up stories about me: I was in a witness protection program because my parents were murderers. I was an alien. I was a freak. Etc.)
For the most part, no one noticed my quiet. Then, at age 27, just after my mother and my best friend died within 6 months of each other, I went to my first therapy appointment. It took a couple of years, but I was finally able to tell the story of what happened to him. He labeled it a Near Death Experience and explained how I survived. Things began to make sense and I adopted his sensible words. I could now name it.
After therapy, I moved deeper, into energy healing. I healed deep pain, wounds and blocks. In 2012, I went through a transformative spiritual/energetic experience.
And still, I healed. Ancestral wounds. Burdens others bestowed on me. Pain I carried for others. Karma.
Decades later, I prepared for what was the deepest energy which was binding me into Hyper-Vigilance. I could trace its origins cognitively. But that wasn’t the real story.
As we discussed intention, that Near Death Experience emerged, with clarity, boldly outlined, true. I described it to my healer.
"Oh, my god, I'd forgotten that. It was so long ago, but I can see the link now."
“Patricia, Your Mother Tried to Kill You.”
“Oh, no,” I protested, slipping into an old pattern of defending my mother, trying to spread kindness and understanding over her actions, or blame myself, to justify a heinous act.
“Patricia, Your Mother Tried to Kill You.”
And I heard him.
These are the moments where healing begins.
https://thesoulheals.com/soul-awareness-healing/