09/18/2026
Sometimes The Nine of Swords screams GET OUT OF YOUR OWN HEAD or sometimes it says things like YOUR HEAD IS IN YOU ARSE HOLE but most of the time it's reminding you that you really are your own enemy.
Scry within a mirror. Speak to the person in the mirror as if they sit on the highest pedistool. Tell that person that they are worthy of love and wonderful things.
Your anxieties are just that. YOURS.
Here's a little secret, no one cares about you as much as you think they do. When you're in the grocery store, no one cares that you didn't get the bump out of your hair. No one can smell you unless they're way too fu***ng close. No one cares what clothes you wear or what you look like, for real. When it comes to the big scheme of things - everyone is pretty much in their own world.
The people who do mind? They don't matter.
YOU are stopping YOU from living YOUR life the way YOU want to live it. Whether it's laws, or anxieties, you are in charge. You make the decisions.
Get back to how YOU feel about YOU. Make the changes YOU deem fit. You are in control, take the reins and get on with your show.