08/29/2026
Crestwood's Peer Support Workforce
"The Curtain"
by Chris Martin, Crestwood Sr. Director of Learning and Performance
I carried a weight that caused me some hurtin’,
Mostly from the pain of not being certain.
Wasn’t sure about tomorrow and doubted today,
Dwelled on the don’t have’s that darkened my way.
I toted this burden day in and day out,
Tossing and turning and fretting about.
I went through the motions of living my life,
Behind a veil of sadness, sorrow, and strife.
Then one night I dreamt I was walking this road
With my back bent over from my usual load.
I met this sage who was Ancient in Days,
Greeting me in the most pleasant of ways.
He had a way of being present, knowing my pain,
And was willing to listen and let me explain.
I poured out my heart about the darkness around me,
Of the past, present, future, and all that I can’t be,
The Wise One then pointed to others who were hurtin’,
Hopelessly standing before a tightly closed curtain.
Their faces were sullen as they reached left and right,
Grasping toward the curtain at faint glimmers of light.
I wondered why they didn’t pull that dark curtain back
To get the light they needed and the things they lacked.
I asked the Wise One, “Why’s the curtain so strong
For keeping them in the dark and struggling so long?”
He said, “The threads in the curtain are stitched with ‘don’ts.’
Riveted with ‘can’t haves,’ ‘can’t do’s,’ and just ‘won’ts.’
It’s hemmed in with ‘nevers,’ ‘nothings,’ and ‘no’s.’
Then fastened with grumbling and mumbling about woes.
Yet all is not lost, they’re not doomed to lose,
They have strength in perspective and willingness to choose.
If they look for what’s positive to anchor their hope in…
Then thankfulness will come and the curtain will open.”
I suddenly woke with no curtain in sight;
My burden was lifted; my world filled with light.
The other thing gone… was my bad attitude -
I now say ‘YES’ to life; I have renewed gratitude.